| Apr. 27th, 2006 @ 10:03 pm me |
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Current Mood:  sad
Current Music: Time is running out by Muse
i just wanted to let you guys in on what has been going on in my life lately..just in case I act differently or anything like that. My uncle is in the hospital dying of cancer right now. It has not really hit me until tonight. I honestly don't feel like going into school tomorrow. All I feel like doing is crying. I saw him today. I saw him and I can remember every single detail of his face, how everything changed, the sound of him breathing through the oxygen machine. I don't know what to think anymore. People keep telling me to keep hopeful, that miracles happen. I feel that like those are just lies people tell to eachother to make ppl feel better. My uncle is dying. He is dying because he chose to smoke. He is dying because the cancer hid in his body for a year and spread into his brain and his spinal cord. They are bringing him into a hospital for the terminally ill....where is the hope in that..? Please, you guys, don't smoke. And if you do, I beg of you to stop. I plead with you to stop.
Please.
I don't want you guys to ever have to go through what I see he is going through. I love you all too much.
i guess that's all
sam |
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